• The first time I saw you, I saw a light coming from heaven, while you were walking toward me. The day you started talking to me, I felt different; every night when I start closing my eyes, all I can see is you, your angelic face and it makes me smile. I want to see you everyday of my life, hug you, kiss you. I just wanna make you mine, but it can’t be. We became close friends, the closest friends anyone can think of. We smile together, laugh together, joke together and even play together. I know all of you from head to feet, your personalities, strengths and weakness. We had fights but after a day, we become friends again. Until… I really fell in love with you but I never told you so. Unfortunately, the day I fell for you, was the day you fell in love with her. The girl of your dreams, the girl you’ve like since we were kids and the girl you’ve always talk about. You always talk about her but I always smile. I always fake a smile, for you to be happy and not know I like you. I like you more than any other boys who passed me life, more than any star in the skies we watch, more than my friends. In my mind, I always think of the thing I don’t have that she has. True, she has the smile, the shape, the hair and the brain, but she doesn’t have the personality you’ve always liked about me and the most important thing you always fought, the heart. I have the biggest heart for you that she doesn’t have. My heart pumps to life just to see you everyday. I go to school, even if my heart and body is weak, just to see you. But what if I died? My heart loosens and stops beating. Will you be by my side? Will you smile, far away, while I am here saving my last breath just to see you? Will you ignore the calls of your friends trying to say I’m dying? Will you cry for me and be beside me before I die? Will you realize you want to live with me? Will you ever realize you love me and sorry you left me all alone? As I am here in my death bed, I suffered not telling anyone about my hidden weakness and sickness, and I remembered the first words you said to me. The “hi”s and your cute smile, while your whole face turns red. I remembered the first time I saw you, I saw a light coming from heaven, while you were walking toward me. The day you started talking to me, I felt different; every night when I start closing my eyes, all I can see is you, your angelic face and it makes me smile. I want to see you everyday of my life, hug you, kiss you. I just wanna make you mine…
    Because I love you, and I wanna be the best part in Your Life…

    When I opened my eyes for the last time, because I want to see the things, people and my loved ones for the last time before I lose my eyesight and my senses, I saw you. A tear fell from my eyes and I tried to explain but you held my hands.
    “I love you…” Is the last sentence I heard from your mouth and I smiled and closed my eyes…MINE. heart