• Jesus and i spent more and more time together. Life in such a squeaky clean place became perfectly OK with me. We could talk for hours at a time and not get tired of hearing each others voices. We could say the same thing twice and the neither of us cared. We could stare into each others eyes and not get bored with our silences. I ha fallen in love for the first time in my entire life. I had never been happier. Life was great, although i won't lie i missed a lot of things. I missed the smokey smell of hell and seeing evil beings suffer the picture of it was beginning to fade. I missed earth as well the aromas and colors of the sad planet. It was gorgeous even if most of everyone chose to not see it's beauty. I missed my father and i missed my friends. Even though i had so many things to long for i wouldn't have chosen to be any where but in heaven, as long as Jesus was there. Then the day came that Jesus decided i should meet his father. I worried although about what to wear and what to say. I told Jesus i couldn't go that i didn't deserve to go. Since he loved me he let it go but made me promise i would one day go. I did promise. I worried about it daily. How could i Lucy, the daughter of the Devil, was eventually going to meet God. That's when i realized Jesus and i could never work.....................