• The day I died
    Is the day I lived
    When i first woke from my Eternal Darkness
    I realized what I am
    What I become

    What had I become?
    Some monster only told in legends
    or some creature of the Night?
    My mind spins as I ask myself these things

    I wake from my sleep
    my brother still there
    it takes all my strength to focus on Him

    He asks something
    I can't hear

    I fade back to black

    I finally get up
    only to realize my fear
    That I might gave to say bye to this life
    to realize my pain, the pain of leaving this life
    just to succumb to the blood lust I have been fighting

    My brother drags someone screaming
    i want to feed
    not to kill

    Before I know in I'm drinking
    my brother has to pull her away
    before I lose my Humanity

    I think back to this moment
    I ask myself why did He do this

    He knew I would be stronger than He
    If He allowed me to know this
    If I kill I will grow stronger

    But He thought if He could control me
    He would be stronger

    If He only called Blood -Claim on me
    maybe just maybe He could challenge me

    I fall into the Blackness

    I wake up to hear my sister screaming
    my brother laughing or is it me?
    i turn to her just to see Him disappear

    I call to Him as He fades into the Night

    My mom comes in
    to see my younger sister bleeding
    Blood on my hands
    Blood on my face
    Please I didn't do it
    I didn't want to
    Please believe me is all I can say

    I fade back to Black

    I wake to see Him standing next to me
    Silently, just staring at me, nonchalantly

    I ask why, why did you kill me
    He said I had no choice

    I believe Him
    He gave me no reason not to

    Some years later I think to myself
    Why did He feed me my sister's blood?

    My heart tears in two,
    as I realize how evil and manipulative He is

    He asks if I want Power
    I ask what do I have to give up
    This life

    ok
    Let me bid my final farewells to those I love
    ok

    He and I fade into the Eternal Darkness
    He and I fade into the Night together

    But only this time,
    I'm Awake