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The day I died
Is the day I lived
When i first woke from my Eternal Darkness
I realized what I am
What I become
What had I become?
Some monster only told in legends
or some creature of the Night?
My mind spins as I ask myself these things
I wake from my sleep
my brother still there
it takes all my strength to focus on Him
He asks something
I can't hear
I fade back to black
I finally get up
only to realize my fear
That I might gave to say bye to this life
to realize my pain, the pain of leaving this life
just to succumb to the blood lust I have been fighting
My brother drags someone screaming
i want to feed
not to kill
Before I know in I'm drinking
my brother has to pull her away
before I lose my Humanity
I think back to this moment
I ask myself why did He do this
He knew I would be stronger than He
If He allowed me to know this
If I kill I will grow stronger
But He thought if He could control me
He would be stronger
If He only called Blood -Claim on me
maybe just maybe He could challenge me
I fall into the Blackness
I wake up to hear my sister screaming
my brother laughing or is it me?
i turn to her just to see Him disappear
I call to Him as He fades into the Night
My mom comes in
to see my younger sister bleeding
Blood on my hands
Blood on my face
Please I didn't do it
I didn't want to
Please believe me is all I can say
I fade back to Black
I wake to see Him standing next to me
Silently, just staring at me, nonchalantly
I ask why, why did you kill me
He said I had no choice
I believe Him
He gave me no reason not to
Some years later I think to myself
Why did He feed me my sister's blood?
My heart tears in two,
as I realize how evil and manipulative He is
He asks if I want Power
I ask what do I have to give up
This life
ok
Let me bid my final farewells to those I love
ok
He and I fade into the Eternal Darkness
He and I fade into the Night together
But only this time,
I'm Awake
- by selene_queen_of_a_lost |
- Fiction
- | Submitted on 12/22/2008 |
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- Title: SorRoW
- Artist: selene_queen_of_a_lost
- Description: how my other side was born
- Date: 12/22/2008
- Tags: sorrow
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