• My sister Audrey told you of how she showed me her true feelings... How she lusted for me... How she loved me more than just as a brother... How it didn't matter that we were flesh and blood... Three weeks after that night... Things were still very uneasy for me... I always knew there was something more to my sister when it came to how she felt for me... I just never knew something like this could actually happen... I never felt so warm and loved like that... Not from anybody else but her... But I was completely horrified at the thought that I and my sister could actually be in love with each other... I couldn't stand to see her because of the guilt I had felt... But ever since that quiet night, ever since the night I felt her sweet tongue in my mouth, I've craved for her more and more... I've always been fond of her this way; I just didn't want to put her into any harm... I decided that day not to fight this any longer...


    I was walking home from school again, waiting for Audrey to come out of her high school campus just as always... As I saw her walk out, she noticed me and suddenly turned away as if she was avoiding me... She started running to a direction away from our home... I was worried, so I chased after her, trying as hell to grab her hand and try to talk to her... We passed by Mr. Gleason’s place and she ran towards an alleyway across the street to a dead end... As I stepped nearer to her she stepped back, bumping into the wall...
    Almost immediately, tears started to flow from her eyes and she sobbed uncontrollably… I ran to her and held her in my arms… She tried to fight me back… “Audrey…” I whispered her name… She tried to fight back even more… She screamed… But I still wouldn’t let go… “Audrey…” I whispered again, softly as I started to hold her tighter and let her feel my warmth again… She stopped screaming… She turned silent… Suddenly I noticed her looking straight at me, the same way she did on that night she kissed me… “Derek… I…”, before she could say a word, I pushed my finger at her lips... I grabbed her, held her in my arms and kissed her. I held her tight as I felt her tears flow down he cheeks and touch mine… I slid my tongue into her mouth like I did that night… I didn’t want to let her go… I didn’t want it to end… I’ve shown her now what I feel for her… As our wonderful deed neared its end, she held me in her arms as tight as she could…


    “Derek… I thought… I thought you didn’t…” she said as she pulled her head away from mine… Still holding me tight… “I’ve always loved you this way, Audrey… I… It’s…” I didn’t know what to say… I love her… I didn’t want to fight it… but she’s my sister… “Derek… sweet… Stop… You don’t have to say anything… This IS meant to be… Please Derek… I know you want me… Stop fighting it… I know it’s wrong… But…” At that moment, I stopped her from speaking and just held her there in that dirty alleyway... I stood up, holding her hand in mine… I kissed her cheek and felt a flutter… I saw her smile as she did when I first noticed that she liked me this way… I was confused… I didn’t know what was going on… I didn’t know whether I was doomed for saying I love her or if it was the best decision I will ever make in my entire life…


    In any case, she and I walked home together and neither of us said a word… Holding each other’s hand… I felt warm and cold at the same time… In love and terrified… Living in her arms but dead for the fact that this is wrong… That this is a sin…
    Today, she and I still hold out this secret… But I’m happy… Happy that of all the different people out there… Audrey was the one chosen for me… Even though this still seems wrong… I love her… And everything really HAS changed since that night… And I’ve never been happier…