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    I dont know any more. I mean i love her and everytime i see her se makes me feel different in ways. Shes wounderful and amazing in everyway that no one can imagine. I thing about her all the time and now she has a boyfriend. I told her i would be happy for her but all im feeling is jealousey and ashamed. Everytime i talk to her it just like i can tell her every little thing i have done. I can see me and her together but no its like i cant even tell who she is. I really miss looking into her eyes when she hugs me and having her arms around me. I miss her even if i just seen her 1 minute ago. Please i only wish it could be her and me under the stars tonight crying heart