• "You all are so perfect. You don' have to act happy. You don't have to see throught weak eyes and hear through weak ears.
    You all are so perfect. Perfect skin, perfect teeth, perfect personality. While I have bumpy skin, yellow teeth and the worst personality you could ever think.
    I know what you all think, you all think that you're NOT perfect and need help too. Psshhhhh. Whatever
    You all are so perfect. You have the stay together families, non-unhappy life.
    I hate you all. You think you have it bad. You all live in your two story house, have one or two siblings, 2 animals, and never fighting parents. I live in a falling apart trailer/ cave, 16 siblings, no pets, divorced parents. Thanks. You make me feel so much better when I walk along the street trying to walk away from it all.
    So thanks. You all made it just enough to live for 16 years. Which ends now. I just can't live. And so here's a little poem for all the people in school who showed off all their new clothes, and all the people who's moms made them invite me to their parties, and to the people who really just couldn't stand standing by me for two seconds. As you already know, since this actually came to you, I actually decided to overdose and use acid and weed, pills, heroin and drank all at the same time.
    You all are so perfect. Except for you, Jason." Those were the last words on the tape. She had left me. She left me for eternity, just sitting here in my garage listening to those tapes.
    Cassandra's life had ended a week ago and I got these stack of tapes yesterday. That was the last chapter of her life after she sent these in the mail to everyone in school. And it stunk.
    Last year we made out at a party. But I didnt know that she hurt that much. Now I feel like I could have done better. Could have saved her.
    But no one can. No one could have helped her. She tried to tell people. But no one would listen.
    Cassandra, I would have stood by you forever, I could have helped you to stay alive.
    But you didnt try to tell me. I would have listened. I loved you!
    But no, you couldnt have. I'm sorry.