• There she sat her porcelain skin and golden hair laughing at me. God damn it make her stop! I can’t live like this. Those cerulean sapphire eyes full of happiness, what a faker! Here I am trying to sleep, trying to live and all she can do is stare! It’s not like there is much to stare at. Just stop! F**k! I mean stop judging me! You don’t know me, or my life. I know! I kill her, smash that pretty little head in. that’s what I’ll do, I will if you don’t stop! Fine! Standing up, I grabbed her from her perch. A grin of sadistic dreams tore my mouth, hoping to see fear. She still had that smug false smile! It made me sick. I took her head, tightening my grip. Now was the time I would make her close those damn eyes. But no she just stared up at me, emptiness and devoid. What petulance, how dare she not cower in my presence! Looking at the glossy wall, yes, death was near. I looked at her “Death is you destiny”. Pleasure erupted in my body as skull meet wall, in ivory bliss. Seething with ecstasy I detonated with laughter. Decimated the shards lay helpless! With a smack the door burst open, it was my mommy! “Bad girl” she yelled, spanking my behind. But I did not feel the pain knowing that the doll was gone, the judging stopped, that the eyes were dead.