• It's completely over. I did it. This was the worst thing that had ever happened to me. I thought I'd always be the best at everything I did. I was wrong. Horribly Wrong. I shouldn't have tooken this for granted. Now he's gone forever and theres nothing i can do about it... I have lost my Best Friend for ever. Dear lord help me. I should have cared more about him... Oh well... Just remember that I love you for ever and always.