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Most people think I'm just an ordinary teenage girl, obsessed with make-up, all I talk about is boys. But, maybe those sort of things just take my mind off my real problems. I keep them bottled up inside where no one can see the real me and my real feelings.
I don't think anyone knows who Caitlin really is, not even me. She's just a girl who hides inside of me, wishing she could come out but knowing se can't. No one understands her.
Some of the things racing through her mind hurt too much to be spoken aloud. Most people would think that those things are silly but she knows they're not, they couldn't be more real to her or the body in which she is trapped.
She's waiting for her time of glory when she can break down the barricades to reveal her true self for the audience behind the curtains, behind the tears.
Am I Caitlin or am I turning into the useless body which incases her, leaving her to fade away into the past? If so, what is the meaning of my life?
I'm just another cage, another prison wandering the earth, searching for the real me.
- by Caitlin-chu |
- Non Fiction
- | Submitted on 11/05/2008 |
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- Title: The Girl Inside Me
- Artist: Caitlin-chu
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Description:
An extract from my diary.
I know it all sounds very melodramatic but that's what I was going for. - Date: 11/05/2008
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Comments (7 Comments)
- I-Chocolate-I - 07/29/2009
- that was beautiful surprised
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- XxMidnights Vampirexx - 12/14/2008
- i no wut thats lyke... no one noes the truth theese days...
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- Smelly Toast - 11/29/2008
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Lovely.
I know how you feel. As A matter of fact, I'm living that. D: - Report As Spam
- LittleMissNonaFaye - 11/29/2008
- Omgosh thats sso sad, i understand!
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- Caitlin-chu - 11/24/2008
- As I read over it I do see that it is quite melodramatic but I find it a problem to write about uncommon things as not much has happened to me in my measly 13 years.
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- snookie_asuna9978 - 11/24/2008
- Don't view the world as a stage; don't look at life as if you need to wait for your turn. The world doesn't need another facade to block the true beauty of the gift of God. Shine in your own special way and make a name of your own as you take on a step from a life as another wallflower to a new beginning as a crystal rose.
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- snookie_asuna9978 - 11/24/2008
- I do agree with Fleshy Flower. This entry seems a bit too melodramatic for my taste but, it's my opinion so I don't have the right to judge which is best for your composition... though I do suggest adding a bit of light to your perspective of the entry.
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