• Sighing, dying, lying to myself
    Hiding, pretending, and showing no fear
    Having parents who drink and yell
    Having friends who, cry and dwell
    Wanting, yearning, gasping for air
    Do you see me?
    Do you hear me?
    Thats all i want to know!
    I need it, want it, yearn for it.
    You know i'm here, And i see you there,
    Floating out in the open
    Come to me
    PLEASE!
    Come to me
    Three simple words hold so much weight
    Reassuring, assisting, giving everyone a boost
    They don't know what goes on inside but see pure happiness on the out
    Mask, rubber, smiles, grades and me
    All fake on the outside
    Dare I spill my insides out
    Sobbing, Crying , Sobbing, Crying, Sobbing, Crying!!!!
    Yelling, Screaming, Yelling, Screaming, Yelling, Screaming!!!!!
    Loud roars of pain and sorrow now you hear me don't you? DON'T YOU??
    Feel my pain you made it! Feel my sorrow you encased it!
    Feel the intensity of it! Realize it!
    Thats the least you can do.
    After all both of you are the reason why I keep this closed up.
    But, the two of you will truly never know what's here inside me.......