• the only time that I've felt this bad
    is when i look back to see all the times that I've had
    the memory's seem to all rush back
    like my mind deserts me and the screen goes black
    just like a movie running though out my head
    i cant get them out i just wish i were dead ...
    there's been times that I've wanted, to go back and change ...
    all the people I've hurt and the memories deranged
    i cant sit alone, no matter how hard
    i need to find someone to share the pain i have jarred
    no one can understand all of these lies ...
    i cant explain it, it takes me by surprise
    i just cant feel it, like im not human inside
    i just cant heal it, some how i feel like I've died
    like im not part of this world
    all cause of one little girl
    i just wanna lay down and cry