• Once there was a dream inside my heart, of a place to hide.
    A place to sleep, a place to die.
    A place where I wasn't alone anymore.
    A place to feel safe and free.

    Once there was a time in which
    I had left everything unshattered
    Untouched
    I felt... okay. Happily numb.

    I'm not coming back.
    I left my mark on you and the mark has long since faded.
    I grit my teeth, as pale as my skin.
    I ball my fists, their scars are prettier than yours.

    I'm sorry I made you sad, I'm sorry I pulled you down with me.
    I'm sorry everything I do has to effect you.
    because stabbing myself only makes you bleed
    and i cry, i cry, i cry cause you don't understand why

    Once there was a place I was proud to call my own
    and I let you in, inside my heart.
    Together we shattered everything.
    I felt... strangely sensitive. Happily unhappy.

    I'm not coming back.
    You left your mark on me and the mark will never fade.
    I grit my teeth, they're stained with your kisses.
    I ball my fists, the hands that waved goodbye to you.