• If I let go then why does seeing them
    together hurt so much? If I let go
    then why do I long for his undivivded,
    undying love? I thought I had let go of him,
    but it hurts everytime I see him. I don't hurt
    on the outside but it kills me within. No one
    knows my true feelings and I feel I could
    never tell anyone because I've seen what
    that path will make me become
    And even though I know someone
    that will probably be better I still
    find it hard to say "no!"
    I guess part of me just doesn't want to let go.
    I don't want to give into my flesh, and
    I want to be free of him
    I'm fine on the outside, but I'm dying within
    I don't want him back, but I'm finding it hard to let go.
    I don't want to travel down that path again,
    because the consequences aren't at an end
    I now know..............