• in the shadows of my pride
    i just could not find
    a reason to explain,
    to give you peace of mind
    a reason to let go,
    of the pain you brought,
    in responce to a hatred,
    that i never fought.
    i needed to be loved,
    you were the one i chose
    when i needed a hand,
    you were fain and rose.
    but when everyone was gone,
    i could only blame my self
    i found you coved in dust,
    sitting on the shelf.
    i found i didnt have to take
    the responsability.
    you would take the blame,
    i would get off free.
    but now your gone,
    and i finally realise,
    that i was at fault,
    hiden in countless lies