• As much as I think of you
    It just pains me more to see
    We had to close the door between us
    Perhaps you’re just better as a memory.

    You walked and talked just like your friends
    I just wanted you to be different.
    But I guess it was just too hard for you to comprehend.

    Although I’m happier every day I’m without you
    I wish I could make a time machine
    So that I could have never met you

    Then I would have never been hurt
    From you and your friend, and never buried in the your dirt
    The dirt of your heart uncomfortable and lonely
    I can think of my friends and them only

    We were happy when we were together
    But we are also happy when we are apart
    I still can’t wait to see you again
    But I would be smart enough to not again take your heart

    Your heart is not mine to keep
    I would love you but who knows…
    Would you love me?
    With this question in my head

    I realize I’m wasting my time
    The time of my life the time that is mine
    I am going to find someone
    That is truly for me
    The person that will love me for me.