• This self destrustiveness is a prelude
    To the psychotic breakdown,
    The breakdown that is soon to come.
    And for all that I've done for them
    They can't help me now.
    As much as I may want it...
    As much as I may need it...
    I can't ask for it,
    No matter how much I cry out.
    And they don't see it
    Because I won't let them,
    Not until it's too late...