• Looseing yourself, being apart, you push toward love, it tears you apart

    I say "I'm threw" and you flash that smile and I forget what I had said.

    I fall into those glittering eyes, and your soft spoken lies.

    Why can't I walk away. Why can't I pretend you aren't there

    I try. I try to cry, but I can't. Try to yell, but I can't

    I tell myself to say goodbye, but I can hear my words "I love you"

    Do I? Maybe its because the hardest things to let go of are the things you never had

    Or maybe its wasn't you I was in love with. It was the thought of you and your truthless words

    But I still need you. Need your lies, Need your smiles

    Because even though what you are is hurting me, letting you go hurts even more