• The pain won’t go,
    It lingers on,
    It stays haunting.
    I can’t breath,
    I want to
    But I am restricted.
    I can’t get anything right
    I can’t even laugh.
    Why?
    Why do I have to have this demon,
    Is it supposed to hurt like this?
    Why can’t I smile and be happy?
    This world,
    This darkness is so consuming
    I am lost in it.
    Everyone is changing,
    All I can do is watch from a distance,
    I can’t do anything.
    I am free, but I am imprisoned,
    In my mind, in this darkness,
    This is my prison
    I want out,
    But I can’t escape.
    I am so trapped.
    I sit in my dark cell,
    And think about people,
    How lucky are they.
    Many will never know this,
    This feeling of hopelessness.
    How lucky.
    The pain won’t go,
    It lingers on,
    It stays haunting...
    Always.