• I'm sitting here waiting for you to call.
    To tell me that you just wanted to hear my voice.
    And that you missed me.
    But then i realize...your gone.

    I lay my head down on my soft and dry pillow.
    Cuddel up to my teddy bear and cry..
    My slient cry. The one only i know about.
    The one that just a few tears fall.

    I edge myself each and every day to the edge.
    Lots tell me don't do it. But why not?
    I have lots my only reason not to.
    He is off with some strange girl in his arms.

    I bet you she dosen't know his favorite color.
    Or his favorite soung.
    But she some how has his heart and don't dare to let go.
    And he well go to the ends of the earth for that girl.

    The more i think there more i get closer to the edge.
    The crys for me not to soon fade away.
    And nothing but the wind is left.
    I look down to make sure this is what i want.

    As i put my foot out i hear a driffted cry.
    I turn because i don't know who its from.
    And i see you stand there.
    With tears from your eyes.

    I promised you i would never make you cry
    And here i stand looking at you are in tears.
    I look at you with sorrow in my eyes.
    And you make a deaden cry"..don't"

    I step back from the edge and rember the good times.
    When me and you would chase each other around the house.
    Or the time i called you and you disconectted the phone by mistake.
    Them simple memorys pulled me even father from the edge.

    I saw a tear dispear from your face and a tiny smile apear.
    You yell out more memorys to me.
    "Rember the time you made me ware a dress and walk to my best friends house"
    A smile comes from my face.

    I step even father back.
    And that smile grows on your face.
    Soon enough i'm huging you .
    Thanking you.

    I owe you my life.
    Because your simple words safed me.
    Your simple tear made me think
    And yet i was so close but so far away.



    Note to friend - Alex if you read this. Thanks alot. Your the only one at the time that knew just how close to the edge i was. You keep me here wif simple words. When you said "I be depressed with out you" Just made me think. Haha bi b***h how did you do it >.> lol