• So rain on me God, rain on me,
    L*****y G***s sure did pain on me,
    Suffer the blood an suffer the tears,
    Hurts to work, it hurts to fear,
    I want to love, I want to feel,
    But can't all the emotions are consealed,
    I want to let it out and not bottle it up,
    I want to cry and let it up front,
    But the teardrops won't come out,
    No they won't,
    So I'll just sit and let you guys know what I'm all about,
    Listen to my tale, listen to my life,
    Listen to my fail, listen to my strife,
    Life's given up on me,
    To the point where my eyesight won't see,
    I'm blinded my the things that're going on to me,
    I can't see what isn't and is ment to be,
    Please God don't hurt me,
    Have mercy and surely,
    I'll try harder,
    I'll lessen the trouble,
    If you lessen the struggle,
    Let me feel my emotions once again,
    But no, you won't, seems like they're banned,
    From me, myself, what is this to be,
    All I can feel is pain,
    Nothing else,
    I want to go back where I kissed her and I would melt,
    I know these lines and rhymes are corny as hell,
    But just sit back, relax and listen the tales I'll tell,
    Relax, it's not happening to you,
    4 heartbreaks and nothing to do,
    Listening to myself moan and groan,
    Still nothing to do,
    You said I was your boo, me and you,
    Then why's it hurt so much,
    While you say your words of such and such,
    Listen to me baby as I go crazy,
    As my head spins daily,
    As my head shakes crazy, outta control,
    I'm losing my mind, my heart and soul,
    To you, how was I such a fool,
    To let you slip, to let you go,
    But I can't step in and stop you now,
    All I can do is let things roll,
    I want to scream,
    I want to run,
    I want to lean,
    I want some fun,
    Where is it now,
    God show me the way,
    To a better day,
    Now my rhymes are getting off,
    As I let my mind have the pen,
    And write these words of oh so soft,
    I don't know what I'm saying, I just wonder what might of been,
    I'm so dizzy, no more alert,
    I'm so mixed, so damn hurt,
    Please come into my arms,
    One more time,
    So we'll cross that finish line,
    With my rhymes, I'll once again say and do,
    You have my heart, please don't toss,
    Let me take you... what am I saying...
    I'm lost....
    I can't go on, I can't be strong..
    Goodbye.. 9.8.08 - 12.14.08