• Why does this happen so often.
    I'm thinking of you and feeling so low.
    Feeling so empty.
    I wonder if you even know.

    The way I feel towards you is indescribable,
    I want to let you know,
    But I can't for fear of falling farther,
    Falling faster.

    I don't think I could take the pain,
    Of you not caring
    Or speaking to me again.
    I couldn't stand it,
    And I wouldn't be able to bear it.

    I want so much to love you.
    I don't know how.
    I just want to hold you.
    And I can't get there.

    I can't find you
    In this disgusting mess.
    Your smiles seem real,
    But I'm not willing to confess.

    Saying you love me.
    Saying you love me.
    Just say you love me.
    Please just this once.
    Please just mean it,
    If only just now.