• My death is comeing sooner than i would have liked.

    I dont even have a will made.

    My friends are worried about me but i dont know how to tell them.

    Sometimes i wonder if i was never ment to live.

    But i did.

    I will remeber all my past loves,fond memeries,and friends.

    But will anyone remember me?

    I want to know who will cry at my funeral.

    Who will be there.

    Waht thell say.

    But i wont.

    My bodie will die releasing my soul so that i may wonder the earth as a spirit.

    I wanted to do something to change the world.

    To make it so that when im gone people will know about me.

    How hard my life was,how alone i was.

    So that parents dont make sertain mistakes with there children.

    I always wanted children.

    But i wont know.

    I wanted to pass on all my knowleg of magic.

    I see things others dont.

    I wanted to pass that on.

    Its almost new year.

    I think that the 1st of January,i will die.

    I just hope it will be in my sleep.

    So i feel no pain no hurt when i go.......