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Tears still shed at the loss of you
My heart breaks at the sight of you
I always thought what...
What have i done...to make you not want me anymore
What have I done...to make you treat me like s**t
But now I see...
Throught a poem as beautiful as that...
You never wanted to treat me like that...
You never wanted to hurt me like you did...
Now I see you really did love me...and you still do
I always said I will love you even if I'm not yours even if we're with another
This...my feelings for you...
Are genuine...
I will always love you no matter what
Even if your not mine and I'm not yours
You will always be with me
You will always have the biggest part of my heart
You will always be in my heart, and that where you'll always stay
My heartaches trying to write this...
Tears form in my eyes
I try holding them back but it just swells
So much that it hurts
So they come rolling down my face
I try to stop them, but it's too late
For there already shed
My feeling for you are too great
Not to shed tears
You may not have seen the entensity of my love of you
But as I write this, I hope you see, I hope you understand
I will always love you 'til the end of time
Time has no limit, but only speed
Through seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years
But as Forever my love for you will last
I still lay awake at night thinking of you
Thinking what could have been
Dreams sweet dreams come to me
Of our time together
Of words said to one another
Of feeling shared
Of how the passion I get from touching you...
Makes me melt
Makes me gald...glad to have met you, glad to have been with you, glad to still
want to be with you
Now as I txt another, I feel empty like it will never be the samefor me
While im with him
It only feels right with you...I don't know why...Just is...
Things seemed to be right with you, everything fell into place...
But I guess I was out of place with you anyway...Now I feel out of place
With the other... I've always felt at place with you
In my mind there will always be a beautifull meadow
With snowwtop mountains, a lake, flowers, trees,
The sun so warm, it feels like bath water
And we will always be sitting in the grass under a tree facing the lake while you
hold me as we watch the sun slowly setting...and the pretty colors it mmakes
the sky
We will always be smiling and laughing, enjoying each others company
Thinking of this...I hear a beautiful song being played on a piano
Things always seem to have a piano melody with you.
Its probably why I love piano's so much
Piano's have a sweet melody
A beautiful one that always play in my mind, because you started the chords
Now it won't stop, it won't go away
But I don't want it to it to
For it's too beautiful, for it's too great
It's played with your love
I just hope it will always play with your love, because
Love is powerful...Love is unforgetable
I still long for your touch
I still long for your kiss
For that look and that smile, when at me
Now...it's gone and faded, maybe never to return again
I miss that smile, that look
Now it's like someone different has entered your body,
Not letting the real you come through the darkness
It scares me
It hurts that you have changed
Being without you kills me, I never thought it would hurt this much
But it does...and I feel like im dying...like I'm not really alive
When I'm without you...
What I've always wondered, never known, never have I thought about
What you see in me...or that you could see me, I'm usually invisibleto people
Why do you love me, what could you possibly see?
Theres not much you could love in me anyway...
But I think I've gone off topic
All I tried doing is trying to live without you,
But I can't
I'm trying to write this so maybe you will see
What's really going on through my mind
After reading what you wrote, after me crying fot everytime I read it
It makes me cry everytime...I wish things could be different between us
But now as I feel like that I have fallen very hard...
Unable to stand...
Unable to get up...
Unable to seeanything anymore
I feel like I'm going through life dazed
Like I'm not really living
And right now I honestly don't feel like living anymore
Everything I've...No...The only thing I've ever cared about just left me...
Left me to die, and that's what happened to me...
To you as well, I see
By leaving me you hurt yourself even more
Your not the same
It's like you died never to rise again...
But I hope you know
I will always love you...Always
- by winterskiergirl |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 02/01/2009 |
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- Title: Heartache Meadow Melody
- Artist: winterskiergirl
- Description: I wrote this because a guy i know wrote me something...and i hope he reads this...this is basically a better version of my response and idk please comment tell me what you think.
- Date: 02/01/2009
- Tags: heartache meadow melody
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Comments (1 Comments)
- Edge Bjorn - 02/02/2009
- This is really good Jess...I understand you a little more...I guess in the end...it wasn't fully realized on my part...keep up ur wriiting Jess...your really good at this it seems.
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