• ultimate impossible

    what do you do that makes me continue to love you?
    what do you do that makes me miss your touch?
    what did you do that makes me think your love is true?
    what do you do that makes me want to be with you so much?

    why do you tell me you don't want to love me anymore?
    why do you pretened i'm not alive?
    why do you leave me when you see her at the door?
    why do you have to make it so hard for my heart to survive?

    i asked you for love.
    you shoved me away.
    you are all i ever think of.
    the sky suddenly turns gray.

    on the phone, i sit and talk the unspeakable words.
    "i love you, i'm sorry this is an awful mess."
    i look out side and watch the birds,
    how can i get through to you with a success?

    you take a breathe and finally say,
    "i hope you know you're waiting for the
    ultimate impossible."
    'til this moment it was such a good day,
    i knew it was just the respond; just as usual.

    when will you tell me that it is finally possible?
    possible to love you?
    possible to miss you?
    possible to finally be with you?

    i'm a fool left to wait,
    wait for the rain to fall in this drought.
    you say it's too late,
    but its you i can't live without.

    is it useless to dream?
    is it useless to hope?
    i took this battle to the extreme.
    i am falling down this steep slope.

    "i'm in love with you" must seem so unobtainable.
    i'm sorry i'm making this so hard.
    my feelings for you are so unexplainable.
    i love you more than you will ever know
    but you left me scarred
    and they're starting to show.

    i know i must let go.
    i know i'm waisting time.
    i know that my heart must finally know
    nothing lasts a lifetime.

    i'm sorry i still love you.
    i'm sorry i'm still missing you.
    i'm sorry i can't bare not being with you.
    i'm sorry i can't stand next to you.

    the "ultimate impossible" has an unbearable pain.
    its so hard to go on after losing the one i love.
    i can't quite see through this rain.
    when you take a look at her,
    away to the side i will always be shoved.