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I wake up and the day starts out fine,
But when I get home you say, "It's about time!"
You ask me all these questions you already know,
Like, "Where have you been?", and then without an answer you
say, "Nevermind I've got to go"
I try to do everything your way,
And I'm doing my best to stay.
My friends think your being to hard on me,
I guess I just don't see.
If I don't make it to 20,
I'll know that your heart was empty.
There was little love in there for me,
So I guess I'm not meant to be.
Why do I try so hard,
When you're the one holding all the cards?
I guess no matter how hard I try,
I'm still going to die...
- Title: No matter how hard I try...
- Artist: LilJil
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Description:
This is something I wrote when my life felt like it was not worth living. As if I were in a vortex of pain and hate. This is my life.
~Please comment~
~Jil - Date: 03/20/2009
- Tags: pain hate death
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Comments (3 Comments)
- 69Kameron - 06/06/2009
- Very nice.
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- Ms Make Me Smile - 04/16/2009
- really cool poem
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- Little-Jil - 04/14/2009
- I really liked it, its like a black hole of pain and dispair. 5/5
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