• Morbid thoughts and willowed dreams
    These are all I know
    I hide the cold steel, although it seems
    The scars clearly show;
    No matter how hard I try I always cry
    Tears freeze my thoughts like snow
    And the blood that drips is my only ally
    You're the only exception I know

    Your smile stings me more than the blade
    But don't take heed my pain
    For I never wish your bliss to fade
    It reminds me time and time again
    That your love for me is strong and true,
    A fact that that keeps me sane,
    So this to say,
    In my own specail way,
    Hats off to you, dear friend
    For no matter how long, but in the end
    You were the one that kept me strong
    Especially when things twist and bend
    In the chaotic world that feels so wrong.

    When I'm with you it seems as though
    My fears can no longer reach me
    So here's to you, I preach this ode
    To the one who knows me
    Loves me
    Trusts me
    Holds me
    Believes in me.
    Here's to you,
    My sanity.