• I wear my smile for all to see
    Because it hides my raven wings
    My life is dim, my life is bare
    I live my life without a care
    I must admit not all is bad
    But even so I'm always sad
    I hate myself I don't know why
    I beg for death my head held high
    With twisted pleasure I inflict pain
    I drink the blood until I'm drained
    I'm looking for my one true queen
    Who'll love me for these raven wings


    Nicholas Wayne Wideman
    January 31,2009