• Life isnt anything more than what we want it to be or how our heart see's it, my heart however is blind and dying, i see the world through my eyes an d brain, i see the cruelty of the higher up's in the world beating those who they dislike senseless or until senses fail and they die . i am alone in this world no disney story for me...just 1 story of pain and anguish for i am a being of "inferiority" but i am the worm who squirmed and would submit into a feeling of euforia and happiness...im true alone and beaten a broken shell of a man a tattered soul flapping in the wind of death and disrepair for what is happiness but a state of mind....my mind only has one state pain.. it is constant and unrelenting. this is life....this is my life