My Depression

• Artist: iiMTVii
• Description: Alot of times when i get depressed or sad....or hurt...i like to write.
  
  I started in the 7th grade....but then in the 8th grade thats when i really started writing....because of my addiction....i must write so i dont.
• Date: 04/11/2009
• Tags: depression

As the tears roll down my cheeks.
They feel warm and washes off my make up.
As the blade tears the soft skin.
My heart beats faster, my chest and back hurt.
My eyes blacken out.
With no where to turn, I struggle.
I feel tired most of the time, not because of sleep, but because I don't know how to save myself.
I smile most of the time.
But behind my smiles are pain.
To write love on my arms is the only love i know.
The confusion that runs through my mind.
The pain that runs through my heart is the worst pain.
To be forgotten, alone is the worst pain.
Not many words come from my mouth.
I'm afraid of reaction.
My depression gets worst.
I become smaller.

Comments

[skye ariel-night sparrow]

yo i feellike that right now but im trying to hide it u git my vote 5/5 and faved

[Valoralin]

I can't know how u feel but and I really don't wont to but I can feel some of the pain of the blades through ur words and it hurts. What I have told all my friends that hold a blade is to throw it away and put up a fist instead. I would rather fight my pain and fears then help them hold me down. I do hope you wright more but not like this. ^_^ ok, I wish u luck.

[calvin-hyuga]

I feel sorry for you and I write too because i am sad