• My heart soars
    When I think of him.
    But I also cry inside
    When I know we won't be together....

    I want to be safe
    By staying away
    From him,
    But then I would break my own heart,
    Just from being too logical....

    I think of him often
    Even though I don't try
    And everything seems to have a connection
    Every
    Single
    Thing.

    When I think to try to forget it
    I feel this tug
    To go against the rules,
    To go to him....

    But I wonder:
    What if he's faking it?
    What if he doesn't really like me?
    What if I'm faking my liking for him?
    But everyone says to say "no what if's".

    Then I realize
    The most important thing
    Is now.