• Why is everything so pointless
    Why can’t I enjoy this
    Life I have to live
    I’ve given it all I can give
    Now there’s nothing left for me
    Beyond hope and misery
    Now that you have left bed
    Thoughts of you raging in my head
    And NOW I slowly die
    Because it’s so hard to say goodbye
    To my last tie to humanity
    I’m on the verge of insanity
    Because everything is so pointless
    All of this is a huge mess
    AND NOW I HAVE STARTED TO SE-E-EE
    THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE DEATH OF ME
    My insides are broken
    A memorable token
    Of what we had once shared
    When I still thought you cared
    Now you can just go to Hell
    Cause as far as I can tell
    You’re a selfish lying b***h
    Who got her final wish
    When I was thrown from her life
    Causing more pain than strife
    But your little plan has failed
    Your train of pain has derailed
    But I can’t shake this feeling inside
    That makes just want to die
    With a heart so heavy and a head full of stress
    I’ve realized that it all is just pointless
    Demons of Hell have taken my soul
    The pain you caused has taken it’s toll
    On my weak and fragile form
    This all goes beyond the norm
    Now at night I lay awake
    It’s all much more than I can take
    I want to end my life
    Just slit my throat with a knife
    But honestly what would that cure
    More suffering would I have to endure
    In the fiery lakes of Hell
    And as far as I can tell
    All of this is pointless
    Nothing seems to make sense
    As I pull the covers up over my face
    Feeling a little more than disgraced
    Because I let you get the best of me
    Now “honey” do you see
    That you hate me but I love you
    Even if there isn’t a damn thing I can do
    Because love is one of those fickle things
    Like a brand new car or a diamond ring
    All of it so pointless
    Why can’t I enjoy this
    Life I have to live
    I’ve given it all I can give
    Now there’s nothing left for me
    Beyond hope and misery
    Now that you have left bed
    Thoughts of you raging in my head
    And NOW I slowly die
    Because it’s so hard to say goodbye
    To my last tie to humanity
    I’m on the verge of insanity
    Demons of my mind awaken
    Now my soul has been taken
    To you my little selfish b***h
    I hope it finally makes you rich
    So that you can afford a heart
    So next time you can do your part
    And love the next unlucky guy
    That’ll crawl to your side
    But as far as I can see, this mess
    Is nothing else but pointless