• As i fall down,
    crashing at the bottom..
    Why do you smile..?
    Why do you find pleasure in my pain?
    I dont understand..
    What did i do mom?
    What did i do to make you hate me so much..?
    Im sorry you dont like my personality,
    Im sorry you dont like what i do and how i do things..
    Im sorry you dont love me..
    Im sorry i f*cked up some where.. some how..
    Why dont you love me mom..?
    Why do you hate me so much..?
    What did i do wrong mommy..?
    Ill do my best to fix it for you..
    And even though.. i say i hate you..
    I just cant bring myself to hate you all the way..
    I still love you mommy..
    But i know you dont love me mom..
    I know you hate me..
    But mommy dearest..
    What did i do wrong..?
    Would you like me better,
    If i was six feet under..?
    If i wasnt here..?
    If i wasnt breathing anymore?
    If i was on a metal table,
    Cut with the Y inscision,
    And in a morgue..?
    What would it take to make you love me mom..?
    I dont know mom..
    Ive tried my best...
    Ive tried to make you love me..
    Butin the end,
    Im the one hurt..
    In more ways than one..
    Mommy,
    Why wont you love me...?