• My tears fall and caress my face.
    Where’d I go, I am so lost I can not even find myself.
    I am troubled; I am lonely, scared, and beat.
    My eyeliner makes trails on my face; slowly I am embracing darkness again.
    The one I loved the most I let go, and this person never came back for me….just walked away, like nothing happened.
    I am seeing myself in a mirror, and I hate the reflection, it brings painful truth.
    I lost my Aunt…and I can’t get her back either, the only time I can see her is at her tomb stone.
    I am dead inside, hallow, and melted….I am bruised by the hands of my parents.
    I can not trust guys anymore…at fourteen I lost all trust in them.
    My pants are too big for me, because I was ridiculed for being big and I decided it was a good idea to make it all go away, to just stop digesting anything.
    I have seen god’s light because I hated myself I decided to; see how sharp broken glass was on my throat…god seemed to have other plans.
    Tears form into slow sobs, I am so broken, I doubt anyone can fix me anymore.