Mommy (2)

• Artist: MySweetOctober
• Description: This is the second poetic letter to the mother I never knew. I was addopted as a 3 month old. I wrote this after reading something by another friend of mine who's children are with their father. (She's older than me, btw XP)
  
  It got me to thinking about what my mother was like, and if she misses me. Kind of a far-fetched, but I hope that I'll be able to find her through my poems someday, if I can't meet her when I'm 18 like I'm hoping i can.
• Date: 07/23/2009
• Tags: mommy

Mommy, it's me again
I write for what it's worth
Though I know you'll never see it
Because I miss you all the time

Some people think it's crazy
Missing someone you never met
But I know I'd met you once
All those years ago

You held me close, gave me a name
I was once your little girl
But now, I can't even remember
What your face looks like

I dream about it sometimes
Try to conjure up blocked images
But all I have is fantisy

I know that once you loved me
When I was still your "little" girl
Loved me enough to see me off
So I could have a better life

Only one more year to go
Untill I can ask to see you
Untill I can see where I came from
And find out who you are

I don't care where you're at now
Poor or rich, young or old
Because I owe my life to you
You gave me a chance to live

You were only 16 with me
That's about all I know
I could have easily been killed
But what stoped you?

A soundless death,
It would have been easy
Less for you to worry about
But I'm gratefull I'm alive

Comments

[iwillbeatharvestmoon64]

that was really sweet i hope you get to see her one day