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Your here
I'm here
Alone we are
So I shake in fear
I begin to cry
You look over
You kiss me
I kiss you back
But why do I not feel any guilt
Any shame at all
I feel nothing
Nothing at all
Even though I love another guy
How can I be this cruel
I keep kissing him
Knowing that I should stop
Knowing that this is wrong
I just kept going
Kissing a man I had just met
A stranger
When I should be with the one I love for real
But no I guess it was okay to play a few games with other guys
What am I saying
No it isn't
I finally am through with him
I put back on my cloths
I walk away from him
Thats when he comes
The one I have just deseived
The one that trusts me
I look up into his eyes
As tears poor down my face
He then kisses me
He says it'll be okay hes there
He doesn't even know what I've done
If only he did
How can I tell him
I can't
I won't
So I pretend like nothing happened
Like everythings fine
Even though it's not
Then the guilt builds up inside me
Cuts begin to form on my wrists
I become helpless
I am helpless
Yet he still says he loves me
Only because he doesn't know the truth I'm hiding from him
From everyone
- by ATREYUS_VAMPIRE |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 09/12/2009 |
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- Title: Helplessly Loved
- Artist: ATREYUS_VAMPIRE
- Description: this is true
- Date: 09/12/2009
- Tags: helplessly loved
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Comments (2 Comments)
- X Jukuzie - 09/12/2009
- u should make a choice quickly or something seriously bad will come of this
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- Kate will BRB - 09/12/2009
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Wow, that girl is such a whore!
Kidding, but seriously, the premise is OK, but the poem itself... there doesn't seem to be any structure or meter to it. - Report As Spam