• For every second that's gone by,
    the rest of eternity will make me pay
    for living that deceitful lie
    But knowing I would always stay
    Everyone thinks that I am strong
    That I would do what was right, at any cost
    If only they knew that they were wrong
    I couldn't be strong when I needed it most
    Your body was a large glass cabinet
    With your heart lying in plain view inside
    But I could not break my awful habit
    So I could see it so clearly as it withered and died
    After a while, I don't think you cared
    It was like someone switched you off within
    And as I realised, I became scared
    That I'd lost the person you'd once been

    But I don't know how to get you back, or if you want to be found