• You were the one who made me laugh
    Now you're just a memory from the past
    You put the stupid gun to your head
    Don't you know it's wrong to be dead?

    You made us miss you
    All your mom wanted to do was kiss you
    One last time
    All you did was left her crying

    You never understood how many people loved you
    At the funeral thousands of people crowded around you
    They all cried missing their brother, cousin, son
    This isn't all games or fun

    Everyone's going to groups for help
    We all feel like we're in hell
    You make us cry ourselves to sleep
    The things that hurt you you never had to keep

    You had lots of people to tell you
    They would have been there in a second for you
    We all want you back, man
    We're your number one fan

    Last time I saw you we were at your party
    Your little 5 year old nephew's party
    Remember him? How do you think he's taking this?
    What about his future sis?

    "Why don't I have an uncle?" "You do"
    "Where is he?" "He killed himself. He chose to."
    She'll be the one without an uncle to care for her
    Nobody will ever be there for her

    You know why? They'll be missing you, you're gone
    I bet your mom never wanted to go to the funeral for her son
    She was expecting you, her heart
    To stay with her 'til her death, never roam apart

    She remembers the innocent little boy
    The one that brought her so much joy
    "Haha, Peter, say you're a dork" "I'm a dora!"
    Yeah that old Peter is no more-a

    You screwed me up, too
    I'm going to therapy just for you
    Know why? I'm following you
    I'm thinking about suicide, too

    You see, everyone cares for you. You were never alone.
    You could have talked to us, even picked up your phone
    We'll always remember your smile, your laugh, your jokes
    All these awkward silences nobody spoke

    You could have, we could have helped you
    We would have helped you through
    You know that we love you
    You wanted too badly to die, now we all lose

    You messed up our lives
    All we'll do now is cry
    I stay up at night and look at your picture
    Thinking "I wish you were here"

    I know we'll be together again one day
    Nobody will ever stray away
    I miss you, damn it
    One day we'll be picture perfect