• Tell me
    Why is it hard to let go
    Why does this have to be the suffering
    I want physical pain
    This is my trial
    I am nothing if I don't stand and take it
    After burning all that makes me what I am
    Tell me
    Why do these words ring so clear
    This is truth
    This is who I am now
    This is finally what I deserve
    So strange
    When I deserve this
    Of all things that matter
    Why does it feel right
    To be stabbed in the heart by my own hands
    Lovingly I will let go
    I wish them luck and salvation
    To be stronger then this
    What I've become
    Let them forget
    MAKE them forget
    Worse then knowing what I'm doing
    Seeing that they know that I am
    And wanting me to stay instead
    To know I'm hurting them.
    It's a tranquil nightmare
    A world full of snow to cover up every moment
    The feelings still mist through
    As I leave
    I see them across the harbor
    To shocked to make a tear
    Maybe even hopeless
    This is what I deserve
    I'm sorry if it hurts you too