• no one else could understand my pain.
    i never fit in.. never.. not once..
    i feel like my life is just stuck in ever lasting rain.
    full of sadness and darkness and horrible pain.


    i have a heart of black
    and eyes of stone.
    i emit hatered to anyone who doesnt feel alone.
    when u look at me u can see the pain, the sarrow, the loss.

    try being part of a family u share no blood with.
    try having being laughed at and humiliated for a living.
    try never knowing you real mother as a lil girl
    and the only person who understands u is you older sister who mean to u the world.
    and try having that same sister hated by the world also!

    my life means nothing.
    my world is black
    i feel like i should just lay back and watch everything just fade all to black.
    i am nothing but
    hate
    sarrow
    everlasting death.