• One rule that hurts me the most
    Make everyone happy no matter what
    One exception i didnt find out till today
    You'll always have to give up something
    I lost a long time friend
    I lost an amazing boyfriend
    My anger for making people happy
    It stays inside me
    Until i get home
    It releases itself
    And tears start to fall
    All my pain comes from my arm and wrist
    I barely bleed
    which makes me mad
    why am i different from everyone
    Why can't i be like everyone
    Happy, joyful not
    miserable, painful
    the days of happiness are around the corner
    I wont be near it
    Life is to short for sadness
    Not for me
    My life is sadness
    People try to help
    but they dont understand
    I try to explain
    but they won't listen
    My body is hurting inside and out
    I feel lonely but some how i get through the day
    I hide my sadness and they dont know it
    i should stop but i wont
    This is who i am till i die