• she's tired of all these compromises, and wants a real chane at life.
    what's the point of trying when no one notices.
    she use to know what a real family looked liked but that picture has burned up just like their lies.
    her concious keeps her company in the middle of the night, when no one is there to hold her hand when nightmares try to invade the party.
    if she could die it would be the only peace she has ever known, if life is hard and disturbing then death must be a walk in the park.
    her father from her childhood has been lost for a while now, her mother drifted along at sea with nothing to carry on with her.
    what is this love that she has to endure, it seems more like a curse than a gift.
    she doesn't know whats going on, why they expect her to carry the weight of the world on her shoulders when they took that away from her too.
    she never once saw the sun since they won't let her out in the real world, but one day she wants to break free i find out what they mean when they say "live, laugh. love."
    she's tired of living this life, whats the point if happiness isn't garenteed.