• I'm happy, then I'm sad. That's the cycle i go through when I think about you. I think of what could've been.... I think about how happy you made me.... Yet the pain wont go away.... We could've been happy together... But now, I guess I'll never know the truth...
    Our relationship.. thrown out the door because of me... I'm so desperate for love, yet when love is right infront of me... all I want is more... more....more.... I'm an idiot and people just cant seem to agree...
    I ******** up our future and i'm paying for it... Everynight I cry... Everynight.. I die on the inside.... I need help... But no one gives me the help I need.. Why did I have to do this? Why couldnt I of just stayed secluded? No one cares.... Everyone thinks I'm fine.. Like nothing happened..... But what they don't know.... is that I'd die to be with you.... I hate myself for losing you...