• an invisible wall is between us, holding us back from something good,
    something, which could be more.....than this.
    flirtations breeze by, but she still holds you in her grasp.
    one dance, one song, one kiss, holds you from my affections.
    she loves you, everyone knows that, but do you know how much, or little you love her?
    have you seen your own signs of doubt? while i have been overseeing them from not far behind?
    a love triangle? nonsense.......that would even be easier to grasp.

    we remain as friends, and each time you smile at something i have said, i am filled with warmth.
    and i suddenly realise, your smile has no change when you look at her!
    her open affection to you!
    at the start, was suffocating, i was drunk on the feeling of betrayal and hopelessness.
    "she forgot", such a pathetic and false excuse for her malicious action.

    she and i, now friends, good friends, bought her christmas present yesterday, even.
    but i will never forget,forgive? hmm....does anyone ever really forgive at all?
    for forget, is to forgive, and for ever forgetting you?
    my dear, i would never forgive myself.......