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Whispers all around
In my head
In the air
I fall to my knees
They taunt and sneer
They laugh
They mangle
I'm torn in two
It is all too much
It whips around
The vortex sufficates
I don't know how long
I can't stand any more
I cry out
Scream in the black
I punch the moistened ground
Take the knife
Dig it deep
Twist and turn
Take my pain inside
The open slit bleeds
out pours the pain
The guilt and shame
I left you there
All you wished for
Was to come back home
I was so sure you'd come
I packed it all for you
But it wasn't to be
Now here I scream
Why did they lie
Fill me with hope
I'll never see you again
And they keep jeering
The voices dance around
Their smirks mocking my life
I let you die alone
I let you die with strangers
I pushed you from the door
I left you to walk alone
Back into the cold white room
That is where the gas lay
I left you to take it
I didn't even see
I wasn't there to comfort you
Nor to lie and say it was fine
That was a privelage of mine
But I left before you had even died
I saw you look back at me
As they took you down the hall
Those eyes of pain
Of sorrow and want
They burn in my skull
Smolder in my mind
They haunt me in my sleep
They cut deeper than a sword
Burst more than a shell
Kill me more times
Than one thought a human could die
I'm still here, but your eyes haved killed me
Please stop staring at me
I beg you, stop accusing me
Stop killing me, I beseech you
I'm sorry I lied to you
I said I would be there in the end
But I ran away
I wanted to go
I swear I wanted to be there
To keep my promise
To take you home
But I couldn't
Please stop that gaze
Take the rapier
Dig it to the hilt
Feel the pain
But numb to the shock
Pull it out
Thrust twice as hard
Repeat the deadly action
Your eyes make me do it
The voices in my head
The guilt on my mind
You kill me
I kill me
I fall to the floor
Blood pools around
You gaze steadily down
My broken, pitiful body
Those eyes still accusing
I give up
Can you stop the torture
The pain inside
Forgive me, I beg you
Even in death you loom over me
You burn my mind
Those horrid eyes
That's when I realized
Its not those eyes that killed me
Not those voices
Not the pain
It was none of that
How stupid it was of me
I killed myself
Gave up all too soon
I thought it was you
Blaming me from inside
But it was the guilt inside
The betrayal within
It wasn't you who killed and taunted
It was the part of me inside
The part of me behind the lie
- by White Prussia |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 02/11/2010 |
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- Title: Behind the Lie
- Artist: White Prussia
- Description: I have had extremely unstabled thoughts since . . . I left him to die
- Date: 02/11/2010
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- gossiper101xoxo - 03/06/2010
- its so sad his guilt. Its good but it took a long time to read
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