• ahhhh! i fell from earth and in to hell i've no escape
    im confused and scared
    i dont know what to do????!
    i need some major therapy may be?
    but for fear they will tell me im just halucinating
    i know im not i am so sure of it
    i told him i loved but now i know i was just stupid
    he loves some one else and he leaves me in the dark
    it keeps ripping me apart
    i want to believe evry word he says
    but the girl that loves him so tell wats he really is
    he's a lier and cheater i believed every little word
    i cared for him so deeply
    and now i know he just isnt the guy for me!
    but how do i break wat im so scared of
    im left alone it is wat i fear the most
    i dont want to be alone i want to be loved
    but to you im not what you love the most
    i guess it all ends here
    for i am just one stupid girl laying in my fears
    Mood: deeply confused