• Disullusioned, i don't know what to do.
    Ever since that day..we became friends..and i fell in love with you,
    Those three words have been locked and sealed away,
    Mixed and matched into a feeling of disarray.

    Well, it rained and it poured, but I still loved you,
    At times you'd smiled at me, and make my heart skip a beat,
    But you'd also been harsh and left me here to repeat,
    My history of unrequited love, starting with you..

    I knew that I was never meant for you,
    and yet, convinced we were never meant to be,
    I've changed myself just for you, so
    please look this way, I want to be all you see.

    I know how you are now, there's nothing to hide.
    Please find some confidence, and gain some decent pride.
    You mean so much to me, can't you see ?
    Well, it's been forever.. guess I better let us free.

    Don't look back, there's nothing to find.
    Just forget everything, and leave it all behind.
    Regretting is useless, but i think what's worse
    is half-wishing that you'd come back, and make my life what it's worth.

    Disillusioned, I don't know what to do,
    Your love is all I need, isn't it the same for you?
    Those three words, thrown into disarray
    Please hurry, time is ticking away.