• The days seem so short .
    Without you by my side .
    I wake up in the morning.
    Then at night fall asleep and hide.

    The pain is almost unbearable.
    Tearing me apart.
    Because glue and ducttape dont fix everything.
    Especially not my heart.

    There is no escape.
    I see you in my head.
    Around in public.
    And in my dreams in bed.

    I must force myself to forget.
    Let it all go.
    Memories, pictures , my whole life.
    But I just can't seem to do so.

    So i'll hold on alittle longer.
    Not for long I swear.
    Just enough to hold me together.
    So I can pretend Im not in a nightmare.

    Maybe I'm going crazy ?
    Extremely obbsessive you say?
    Do you expect me to forget the last few years?
    Just pretend I'm okay?

    You say you regret me .
    Everything we had.
    That you " took out the trash " .
    And now your oh so glad.

    So I conclude that your fake.
    Out-of-the-box-plastic.
    No my actions arn't crude.
    Or extremely drastic.

    Because you are horrible.
    And you deserve such hate.
    To your life I am to dedicate.
    I will only complicate.
    And concentrate.
    All the destruction I will create.
    I want to make you frustrate.
    An everlasting debate.
    On whether your gay or straight.
    All the lies you will await.
    So much terror on your plate.
    No girls will wanna date.
    Your a guy whos not that great .
    Until you meet your fate.
    I will just wait.
    I will stay up late.
    Just to see you cry at an adnormal rate.
    By the way all I feel for you now is hate.