• I wanted you to know i am broken for you are gone from my life. My heart hurts from the pain you left inside. I am bleeding but can't see my blood for i have none left. My soul aches from the memories that are left behind in my mind. I want the pain to stop the only way i can make it stop is if i turn myself on this blade i hold in my hands. The pain has affected my way of thinking so bad that the moments that slip away make it hurt that much more. Should i act like i am unaffected and let this ruse live on. Or do take this blade and shove it into my self for the last breath of life i will have your name on my lips as the blade shoves into my body and i let my hands fall free watching the blood flow from my body as i start to get numb and cold my breath gets raged and my vision blurs the light starts to fade as i take my last breath of life a single tear falls from my face as i lay gone i will always wondered if you loved me or loathed me for the fact of who i was.