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The days pass slowly
And the weeks creep by
I find myself obsessing
About ways I could die
I lay awake at night
Thinking of my pain
There's not way it could get any better
I have nothing left to gain
Suddenly thought of death
Are controlling my every move
And every battle with my mind
I seem to loose
I no longer want to be around
The people that I love
All that I care about
Is waiting up above
I cut my arms with razor blades
To dull the pain inside
But that can only last so long
I don't want to be alive
I manage to keep my composure
When people are around
They wont understand me
So I don't make a sound
I smile when I have to
I break down when I don't
But I also know I wont
So I may plan to take some pills
It shouldn't be long
I write out notes to all my friends
To read when I am gone
I ask my mom to understand
That life is just to hard
My mind cant fight it anymore
My heart is far to scarred
I plan it out so perfectly
I even set the date
I'm pretty sure I'm ready
I know this is not my fate
All that I cant think about
Is how I'm letting go
And how much I love you
I really hope you know
My eyes are getting heavy
My body feels so weak
Everything inside is so numb
This isn't that way it had to be
I'm glad your not here
To watch me slowly die
But I wish I could say
"I Love You and Good-Bye"
I give into the darkness
I slowly slip away
I hope I go to Heaven
When dark nights turn to day
Each tear is like a knife
Stabbing at my soul
I let the pain and suffering
Blind me from my goal
To love you~
- Title: Suicide
- Artist: xEmoRawrz
- Description: Nothing to really say.
- Date: 04/19/2010
- Tags: suicide
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- redneckdolphins96 - 04/19/2010
- aww i am crying now thank you but yea its soo sad
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