• I thought he cared, why did he lie to me, Now my chest aches and my heart is broken. I already cried my eyes out, So why, Why do i still feel so much pain, I should have seen this coming. There's no way that i could get over him so easily, Letting him go is just too hard. How could I be tricked by his fake "I love you's". I was stupid, I know that. But He was my first love, I thought he'd be different. That was my mistake, I should have known that I'm not good enough, I don't deserve to have a soul-mate, i don't deserve to be happy. So why does knowing that make it harder to forget him, Why does it make my chest hurt so much. I can be alone, even if i get lonely, it's fine. I've been alone my whole life, people come and go, He's one of those people, how could i think he'd be the one meant to stay with me and help my stay strong through all the tears. He doesn't love me, That much is true, and i know it is, But why then, Why is it that i still love him?